One of the things I struggle with as a mother is finding contentment in the current moment. It is something I have struggled with my whole life. I am always working for the next step, getting ready for what's next. So it is only natural that I am a mother to do that. I find myself saying, I can't wait until they walk. I can't wait until they talk. I can't wait until whatever it is that I am excited for.
For the first time it is really sinking in how fast it is all going. I mean at their birthday got to me with the first year being over, but now they are walking all over the place. They are really starting to look like little toddlers. Those baby features are disappearing day by day. I do love this stage. I get to watch them figure out something new everyday, but the baby things are going away day by day. That's the trade off you get.
So my goal right now is for contentment. I need to enjoy my babies in the stage they are in. Take in and enjoy every cuddle and moment because they are fleeting. The mama and dada will soon turn into sentences. I as much as I will love the conversations we will have, I will never again hear the sweet whispers that I hear right now.
So right now I am working on finding that contentment and enjoying more moments with them. These moments don't last and they change everyday.
Soon you'll have winking toddlers to make you appreciate those new born coos! :)




